| Age | 23 years |
| Date of Birth | 8/1985 |
| Date of Death | 2008 |
| Visitors | 1,581 since 21/03/2008 |
| Creator |
(we are the two girls on the left, Alicia is the furthest on the end)
To my beautiful sister Alicia,
I am writing this is as a way to let my feelings out. It's kind of weird to think that there might be over a hundred people reading this, but maybe there's someone who feels what i'm feeling. It feels like no one else could ever hurt this much though. You were so young, so alive. The best big sister ever....
When you left, I was mad. I was mad before I knew you were gone, and I was even mad afterwards. Mad that you'd left me, mad that I couldn't have you back. When you didn't answer my calls, I thought you must have not got my fiver so you were ignoring me. I made you go into town just to get my stupid fiver and now you're gone...
I miss you. I miss you more than I've ever missed anyone or anything. I think about you everyday. I no longer have you, I'm just left with the memories of you. They fill my head every day. I can't sleep more than a couple of hours a night because my head is buzzing with thoughts of you.
I never thought I'd be saying this, but it's true; life goes on. The sun carries on shining, the birds carry on singing, the wind carries on blowing, people carry on living. A day without you feels like eternity, and it forever will. So yes, life goes on, but for me, it's not worth living.
I love you.
All my love forever, Becca xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
x. i understand ur pain .x
i'm so sorry to hear about ur lose :'(
the things you sed about ur older sister is so touching, and i am another one hu can also feel, maybe, the same pain you feel. a few months ago i lost my older brother hu was only 24, and i am 17 he was my angel. if i had a problem he would solve it and when he left he took a big part of me with him, i had by big hero stolen from me... it is soo obviouse u and ur sis wer close and i really really feel for u :( life is soo hard somtimes but if we all help each other i now our lifes will be worth living, anyway things will get better and i hope your maddness gets beta in the future. U still have a future and ino ur sis will want the best for u soo its best if u go for it love chelsea x.x.x.x
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just passing by,
im so sorry for your loss!
last year in aug i lost my beautiful mother and like u say .... life goes on ... but does it? its hard to think that we can carry on living without our loved ones. they were the ones that made us strong. if only we knew that our time was so short.
feel free to email me ... Amiee_merrilees@hotmail.com
its nice to chat to someone who has also lost someone close to them.
look forward to hear from you.
my thoughts are with you and your family
god bless
xx
sleep tight & god bless Alicia xxxxx
Be strong hun, my daughter Colette misses her brother Nicholas, & she has been my rock...
The anger will subside, & your sleep pattern will return, but you will always have beautiful memories of your darling sister in your heart.
sending luv to you & your family, take care xxxxxx
♥.•° °•.♥.•° °•. ♥.•° °•.♥♥.•° °•.♥.•° °•. ♥
TO LOSE SOMEONE CLOSE
♥.•° °•.♥.•° °•. ♥.•° °•.♥♥.•° °•.♥.•° °•. ♥
♥ To lose someone you love is hard to bear
To lose your child is beyond compare
Whether the child is a daughter or son
Each one of them is a precious one ♥
♥ Your children can never be replaced
Every one of them has their own special place
Your heart is heavy it feels like lead
You don’t want to believe your child is dead ♥
♥ You don’t think the pain will ever go away
No matter what other people may say
No one knows just what to say to you
You need their help to see you through ♥
♥ Life it seems so unfair
You wish your child could still be there
Your memories fill your heart and head
You remember all the things they said ♥
♥ Life is for living and you must go on
You pretend each day they have not gone
Until you meet them once again
You will learn to live through this terrible pain ♥
♥.•° °•.♥.•° °•. ♥.•° °•.♥♥.•° °•.♥.•° °•. ♥
x x x I understand your pain x x x
Dear Becca,
So sorry to hear of your loss, Alicia was a beautiful girl and gone far too soon.
I lost my brother July 2007 and like you i felt like my world had ended, nothing felt real.
From reading your tribute to your sister you can feel the closeness you both shared and the photo shows you had good times, that is what will get you through, the memories.
A piece of Alicia will always live on through you, so life must be worth living, every time you think of her she will be at your side giving you the strength to carry on.
Imagine how proud Alicia will be from heaven knowing you have set up this memorial for her, keep it going and in time you will receive a lot of comfort from it as i hope will your family and friends.
God bless Becca, take care,
Love Julie x x x
dear becca,im so so sorry for your loss,i really do understand how you feel.i lost my sister julie, just two weeks ago,she took her own life,she was only 33,the feelings you feel when you lose someone are unbearable,reading your post made me cry as its exactly how i feel too.
please feel free to contact me if you want to email someone as i do understand what you are going through.
thinking of you and your family,love claire x
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